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Saturday, January 29, 2011
oh, my will is weak, and my TOM strong... aka r1 p3 day 9...
so, i knew TOM was coming, because i'm like a 13 year old, i break out, and i get all jerkfacey, and i want nothing but SUGAR, and i'm hungry, ALL THE TIME! so, today i almost cried i wanted a bagel so bad, and not a whole wheat one, or an everything, but those DAMN crunch bagels, they look soo freaking good. i said no, hot fresh chocolate chunk cookies anyone? crunchy on the outside, gooey on the inside, i said no thanks, but then i get home and i eat half a bag of pork rinds, a sugar free jello, 5 pieces of shrimp left over from whatever night that was, a tuna sandwich on ezekiel bread, THEN i see MY BOX OF GINGER SNAPS, yes, that same box i flipped out on my sister for because i thought that she opened the only box we had, and they were going to be ruined by the time i got to them, well, guess what, it was opened! so i freaked out, and ate like 6 of them, drank like 3 glasses of milk with it too, and now i have this roaring raging headache, i really could just throw up, but i want another one... i'm so sad right now! lol, i can't believe i made it all that way, only to cheat and basically ruin it! we'll see, but i know all the gain i have tomorrow will be sugar and carbs and not TOM
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TOM does the same thing to me. I'm sorry you had so much trouble with cravings and such today. I know you feel like you went way out of control and ruined the diet for today, but don't worry your pretty little head. Once TOM is good and gone, if you're still up above your 2 lb limit, then do a steak or protein day (or two) and the weight will come back off. Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteI break out like a mo-fo around my chin and jaw-line the week before TOM starts. Like in a beard shape. And sometimes he's late (like he is right now) and I just keep breaking out until whenever he decides to get here. I'm going on day nine of pizza-face-beard and being a bitch to everybody that I know and love. If I had a ginger snap right now I would be happy for sure!
ReplyDeleteP.S. - betcha anything you didn't "ruin" it. I think everything will be fine tomorrow.