well, i sure am not doing hcg right now... lol

buuut erica made me feel bad because i have been reading her blog, but i haven't been writing one... i figure, my 3 followers are my facebook friends, sooooo, they get most of the juice there... anyway, i've been off hcg for over a month now, i settled in at 185.4.  i've been thinking about doing another round, my friend shawn is going to finish her drops, i think i will just take my sisters... and i'm going to start working out, no really, at least 3 classes a week, plus weights... (also with shawn) I don't know if you guys know or not, but i decided to get back with jeff. apparently during our "break" he did nothing but make sure that he was really ready to be in a relationship, thanks to his crazy ex i guess it was really a BIG deal, and well, he kinda thought we would just be hanging out, but when he started to see that this was becoming a lot more fast he wanted to make sure he wouldn't be leading me on or anything... that's what he told me, and i believe him, he's pretty much been honest with me the whole time i've known him... he says all he did for those two weeks was think about me and go bowling with his friend scott... aaaaanyway, i've been working a lot, and hanging out with jeff a lot, i really like that we both have kids, sometimes it's so hard, with the the "he's hitting me" he's being mean" "he took my blah blah blah" but it's nice to do stuff with them together (well sorta, usually one of them runs one way and the other the other way) and have someone who doesn't seem put out by the "really, your kid comes first?" kind of mentality. I really really like him, i was a little nervous telling him that i was ready to try it again after he came by to talk to me, i mean i was pretty hurt after he needed some time to think it through and it was 2 weeks, i had pretty much given up on him and was pissed because i was taking birth control i wasted 90 dollars on.  however it ends up, he's really good for me, and kyeron, and i'm happy. 
  Work sucks, i work so much, and do so much, and a lot of times i wonder why, i have to constantly prod people to do their jobs, and i have to be the mediator, and the mommy, and the babysitter, and the clean up crew in times of disaster. uuugh, i love it though... i just have to keep telling myself that.
  it's been so long since i've been to the gym by my job that i didn't know the system changed, now you can just use your thumbprint, instead of a card, whoa, what? when did that change??? lol, anyway, body pump tomorrow, then weights and a pedi with shawn, talk to you soon my blogger peeps! i will try to make sure it isn't so long next time!